Tuesday 10 February 2009

Gone

She's gone.

Out of my life.


I'll probably never see her again. So, that's it - its final. Finished!! And I'm missing her already. She's been such a large part of me, and my life, even for the short time I knew her. But, she was mine, then. And I suppose, still is. And always will be, even though she's gone to live with another woman, in another country, on another continent. Gone. And I miss her. I loved her sooooooo much. I know I'll always love her. She's touched my soul and heart so deeply, with her ageless beauty, so I know I won't forget her. How could I? But, she belongs elsewhere. With someone else. I cannot keep her by my side. And I hope she'll be loved there as much as she was here. Loved and cherished. That's what she deserves. Because she was meant to be there, with the other woman. I understand that, and I accept that.


But.........


I still have the other one.


The twin. The twin that is as close to the other as makes no difference. And she is here with me still. She belongs to me. And that is where she will stay. In my life. Loved my me, daily. Looked at, admired, cherished, adored.


And hung on my wall.


Whilst the other goes to America, to be hung on another wall.


"Living Flame" - I really love her!!!!!! :)

6 comments:

Trixie said...

Ahhhhh....the beauty of doing it twice! I'm sure she'll be even MORE loved in her new home.

nitebyrd said...

Just know she'll have a good and loving home. (Just like Chloe!)

She is one of your most beautiful paintings, Jackie.

Jackie Adshead said...

Trixie - I hope so, but I love her very much either way!!!

Jackie Adshead said...

Nitebyrd - Yes, I know "Chloe" is in a good home!

Thankyou, I think so too.

Spiky Zora Jones said...

Oh to be loved as you love her.

wonderful...and she hangs on the wall and she is cherished there. She waits for you to wake in the morning to welcome her to the new day. There she will show herself to you...everyday, every glance...you see her differently.

She is truly alive. :D

Ciao honey

Jackie Adshead said...

Spiky - yes, I love her! And yes, she's truly alive.